Really?

I recently had a conversation that lasted way too long and was not at an appropriate level of consciousness, but really cleared up some things. I want you to right now think of the group of people you hang out with the most. Think of the ones that if you lost contact with permanently today, it would kill you. Got it? Okay now think of the most fun you have ever had with any of these people...

Right now I'd be willing to bet big money that the size of the group you are thinking of is 8 or below. There is a reason sitcoms have 4, 5, and 6 main characters. Everyone is closer in small groups. This may be cynical but who really cares. In writing you cant have more than 8 characters to a novel, unless most of the book is spent developing the relationships. In life it's the same way, the less people the more interconnectivity. 

Thank God for Good Directions

So today was all kinds of strange, but thank God for awesome people at wrk I think I had a panic attack. I have nothing to compare it too so Idk. I didn't hyperventilate or anything just suddenly had no control over where my mind was going or what I was on doing someone just switched on the auto pilot and My brain started running laps, I couldn't focus on anything it was terrible. But then Kia my favorite person at work came in and gave me a big hug like always and for a minute everything was back to normal.

that wasn't originally part of this post but I felt like I had to add it 

Now the title is not only my favorite square dancing song but its also a prayer of thanksgiving. Every major  decision in life God has been there to show me the way.

But I've been flying a lot blinder than usual (twenty points if you can cite that reference) and really need some direction. I've got a few major decisions that I have to make fairly soon and I'm praying God points the way. But I thought hey I could get others to pray too!

I need to know, among other things, If I should study abroad, If I should get a motorcycle, If I should stay in OKC over the summer, etc

So If you need direction, comment below and I'll pray for yours if you pray for mine!

Trying to remain chill in the midst of Insanity

Monday-rains pours/2 while 1 (This is in not so subtle code)

Tuesday-computer broke, day one of my new talon job takes a significant amount of time but ended up being really fun.

Wednesday-Talon office from 8:00pm to 3:30am with a 9:30 class the next day (I hadn't done any homework) Also found out that the class I carefully planned ride home for was a week earlier than expected.


Thursday-Got picked up by my brother and went to half a bachelor party in order to get a ride home to L-town.

Friday-Very near fatal car wreck on the way to a motorcycle safety training class, Missed a football game that a very old friend from germany was in town for

Saturday-I am not good at very good at riding (I don't understand the clutch) I had to attend the wedding related to the bachelor party on Thursday (I didn't pack for this clothes did not fit), ran into another fairly old friend that I hadn't spoken to in several months.

Sunday-I apparently can ride, I passed the test only to find out my family was hoping that I wouldn't... Return to OC (with lots of homework still to do)


Monday-View 63 has a thoroughly enjoyable night beating out all of last year easily. Our suite-mates fake rob us to teach us to lock our doors.

Tuesday-Get my computer back with all my settings wiped, random dramatic things (more subtle code)


This has been my life recently lets see what tomorrow brings, also comment if you want me to blog about anything specific.